Name calling
I know you’ll see this. I know that you probably wont even know i’m talking about you, but i’m just going to let you know. I never once took you for granit, I never once thought that you were no more then my bestfriend. I know you think i’m a whore, and a slut, and all the other names you can think of. You never once failed me on anything. I could tell you anything at all and you would accept me.
You never let me down when I needed some one there. I lost you almost five months ago when a big changed happened in my life. I feel so bad because there were times every now and then, when I seemed like I never paid attention, but I did. I paid attention all those times you talked about how scared you were about your little sister, I listened to you about all the guys you liked and how you had an amazing trip out to LA, and how you want to move there. You want to become a very bright person. How in ten years you see yourself still in collage in a amazing relationship, with your prince charming. I was always there for you to straighten your hair, or put your feet in milk. I was there to sit on my bed and hit a balloon back and forth. I was there for you since day one of sixth grade. From the second I saw you, my first thought was “Why the hell does she had two back packs?” and you thought I was some pretty rich blonde who was a goody goody. The most bad ass thing you’ve done was sneak into and R rated movie. You don’t really like my cat Kurby because he tried to attack your face in 6th grade summer. I remember when I helped you pass a few levels in Zelda.
We had good times that I guess are now put behind us. I don’t think you remember, but sometime in sixth grade, I drew pictures, of me and you. But they weren’t like human potraits you know they were cartoon things. When I have the chance I’ll post a picture. You’re nickname was Noodles and mine was Dino. Those pictures have been up in my closet for almost four years now. I’ve never torn them down or even thought about it. Even through all our fights and arguments, and even now, when you have a
Name calling
I know you’ll see this. I know that you probably wont even know i’m talking about you, but i’m just going to let you know. I never once took you for granit, I never once thought that you were no more then my bestfriend. I know you think i’m a whore, and a slut, and all the other names you can think of. You never once failed me on anything. I could tell you anything at all and you would accept me.
You never let me down when I needed some one there. I lost you almost five months ago when a big changed happened in my life. I feel so bad because there were times every now and then, when I seemed like I never paid attention, but I did. I paid attention all those times you talked about how scared you were about your little sister, I listened to you about all the guys you liked and how you had an amazing trip out to LA, and how you want to move there. You want to become a very bright person. How in ten years you see yourself still in collage in a amazing relationship, with your prince charming. I was always there for you to straighten your hair, or put your feet in milk. I was there to sit on my bed and hit a balloon back and forth. I was there for you since day one of sixth grade. From the second I saw you, my first thought was “Why the hell does she had two back packs?” and you thought I was some pretty rich blonde who was a goody goody. The most bad ass thing you’ve done was sneak into and R rated movie. You don’t really like my cat Kurby because he tried to attack your face in 6th grade summer. I remember when I helped you pass a few levels in Zelda.
We had good times that I guess are now put behind us. I don’t think you remember, but sometime in sixth grade, I drew pictures, of me and you. But they weren’t like human portraits you know they were cartoon things. When I have the chance I’ll post a picture. You’re nickname was Noodles and mine was Dino. Those pictures have been up in my closet for almost four years now. I’ve never torn them down or even thought about it. Even through all our fights and arguments, and even now, when you have a new best friend. I still have those movie tickets along with that receipt from what I paid for some desert after the movie, I have that piece of paper we drew on trying to out line our houses on. The night you stayed over and we played the SIMS game none stop, and I made you mushrooms. Or the day we saw each other in over 3 months and you ran and hugged me and we both fell in my front yard. Or when I brought over my subway sammich and put it in your fridge and it confused your mom.. (:
I may not of been the best person ever, or even seemed like it. But I never took out friendship for granite. You were the only person I could turn to when I needed someone to talk to, and had to completely talk about what was on my mind. You make me feel like I can become something. We’ve exchanged our terrible hurtful words, but I just want you to know. I still love you.
You can never be replaced.
Someone can fill your spot.
But never fully replace you.
“You’ll find some other guy sooner or later..” The first thing that came to mind was “I don’t want anyone else” <//3
